something I just realized

I was reading over my blogs from last year. this time LAST YEAR I was trying to lose weight. If I had just stuck with it at the time, I would not be trying to lose 20 pounds in the next month so I can go on a mission. Why am I so STUPID?

It's really late, and I'm really tired but...

There's been a lot of stuff happening the past few months. WAAAAAAy too much to fit in one very long blog, but it basically consists of mission papers, massage school, my job, moving, my roommate, money, and mission papers. (it's listed twice because it's the main one) oh yeah, and losing weight. Still. yeah....

We'll start at the bottom and work our way to the top, shall we?

losing weight: sucks. what else is there to know. I'm back up to 258. Yesterday I was 255. How does this happen? I eat good foods. I even at FRUIT at Chuck-o-rama. Who does that? Someone trying to lose weight for a mission, that's who. I try to go to the gym in the mornings around 6:30, but that hasn't happened the ast week at least because I'm so freaking tired all the time. I could seriously sleep an entire weekened and still be tired. Doesn't help anything. I eat goo dfood and exercise. that's about it. And, I pray a lot. What else is there?

money: I have none. the end.

roommate: Amazing.

I'll have to start the next one here...I'm so dang tired it's ridiculous.