Thursday, June 26, 2008

Being a superfatty (skip the first paragraph guys!)

So, in actuality, it wasn't my boobs that were the problem. It was my bra after all. All of my bras were pretty worn out/snapped the underwire in the middle. Yeah, supereffective. NOT. So, I bought new bras. One of the was blue with white polka dots. Random, huh?

So, basically, I'm a fatty. I ate a cheese sandwhich for dinner and put may and mustard on it. Luckily, I only used 2 oz of chees, othere I'm never getting rid of my gluteus maximus maximus. But then, I went over to my friend and her fiancee's house and they offered to feed me dinner. So, I told them I already ate. I could have (in my previously normal state) just not said that I'd eaten and ate their food anyway. But, I was good and just ate salad and garlic bread with them. I also refused the popcorn,but asked for a mini Twix bar. I don't know where the logic is in that one. Anyway, I don't feel as awesome when I don't walk to work and go to the gym. I've been a superfatty and been too lazy. Here would be the time where I usualy would have just given up and said "to heck with it" and told myself that it was my destiny to always be fat. But, no more! Oh lame. It's been like 4 days and less than a week and I'm aready feeling like I want to give up. If I do that, though, I'll never get skinny and healthy! No bueno! well, looking at y weight loss chart kind of make sme feel like poo and that I'll never get to my goals. Then, I remind myself that I only have to lose 2 pounds a week to stay on the right track (which translates to 8 pounds a month.) So really, I'm going fine. I need to relax a little and let myself make mistakes. It'll be fin, I just don't want to gain ANY weight. I once weighed 299 pounds. so, when you look at it, I really am doing well. I weigh 285 (last time I checked...Sunday) so, really, I've already lost 14 pounds. What's another 146? hahahahaaaaa.....

2 comments:

Miss E said...

fHey babe. Good for you for trying to get healthy. I've been doing the same thing for the last three months. I joined Weight Watchers with my parents. I did it partly to help my dad get more healthy. (he is morbidly obese with lots of health problems like high blood pressure and a family history of dieabetes) but mainly I did it to, as you put it, become a "major hottie". :-) I know that I don't have as much to lose as you, but I'm shoting for, at least now, to weigh 150, which means a total weight loss of 47lbs. But the greatest thing is that I've already taken a big chunk out of that! Since the middle of april, I've lost nearly 19 lbs.!!! And boy girly does it feel good! Don't give up. Keep going! It is worth it! (28 lbs to go!) And if you ever need help or support. Call me!

ww said...

You go, girl! I love you!

(Sorry about the loss from the bust; it was the first to go for me as well. Apparently those things have a lot of fat cells in them. But it'll all work out later on.)